Destroying me

Sometimes I would just rather be,

Not me!

Not I…

Sometimes I would just rather die

It is hard enough to love myself

So why would anybody else?

I am afraid it is me,

It is me—it is just me

No one else—just me

My fault

My Burden

My fate

I am the problem

The trouble

The cause of my pain

What have I become?

Transform?

I wish I would

But I never could

And I never will

Only I

A very lonely guy

Look and see

I too bleed and breathe

And I can feel my heart beat

Although

I do not think that I am actually really alive

I am the problem

I am broken